Hello all…So, it is a warmish, rainy day in New York City. It was actually quite nice this morning, and Lola, Roscoe and I enjoyed a nice walk in the park.
I’ve just returned from shopping for cleaning supplies…and before I get crazy doing chores, I thought I’d let everyone know what was up.
Basically, I’m about to start three big projects. Two are films and one is trying to get pregnant! I had a bit of a slowdown in the baby department when I discovered that my insurance did not cover the procedure. Luckily, my insurance has two plan options, and the other option does cover ‘infertility.’ So, as of March 1, I will be covered and I will be trying to get pregnant.
It is going to be interesting, because one of the films that I’m casting is shooting primarily in New Orleans and Miami, so I will be traveling there to find all the dayplayers. This will be interesting to work out with the insemination process, but my fertility doctor thinks with a little planning, this should be no problem.
The other thing is that Chris and I broke up. Well, I think that is the correct terminology as I’m not sure he was ever interested in pursuing a real, adult relationship with me. He’s a very nice guy and there are definitely no hard feelings. It was very confusing (and I’m not alone, all my friends who viewed us together were under the impression that he was super into me) but basically the wishy washy behavior was starting to annoy me. There’s nothing less sexy than someone being with you because it’s convenient or something. I need passion! I’m a Scorpio for god’s sake! I definitely want someone who is excited about being with me.
Now, I know how everyone feels about my past illicit relationship with a married man, but at least in that relationship….he always made me feel like I was something special and worth having. I know ultimately he’s a bad person or so everyone thinks…but I would rather have that than someone who is with me until someone better comes along.
Anyway…it was three full months, almost four…of pretty terrific sex. For me, that is amazing. I thank Chris for that! and it has been very helpful to clarify what I am looking for in a person as I continue my journey towards a family of my own.
Plus, Chris, if you are reading this….I’m still open to the occasional booty call! As long as I don’t have to hear about Knighthood or write a thousand xoxo text messages a day! I’m on board!
RIP
